I’m feeling very personal today lol! So more Lanta thoughts!..

I’m feeling very personal today lol! So more Lanta thoughts! It’s been so so great getting back to work. I have to be honest, I always fear people will forget me or I won’t be as good- and we blew that out the water! It was crazy to return to babestation and have new producers say they’ve heard ‘the hype’ about me - I was not expecting that I felt famous lol. I just always feel like little old Lanta . It really good to feel good at your job, and to speak to people I haven’t spoken to in so long. So many callers asked if I remembered them! I think you’d all be surprised how very much I think of you, I never forget anyone. After the shift I had to drive to London and get certed and sleep in my car- it went well but oh boy I needed to recover from that lol, a 9 hour drive and 8 hour shift in just over a day! Shooting and camming with Jess was amazing too, she’s incredible to work for and I enjoy learning from such a legend in the industry. We are working together next month too, I sincerely want to thank you for the insane success of our shows!!!! I couldn’t believe it!!! Plus I need to get my own fucking machine lol! I’ve been resting a few days after, I get really frustrated at myself for not being up about 1 day after working but my energy just doesn’t work in the same way others does. Mono damaged the mitochondria in my cells (technical I know lol) so not only do I not produce as much but I take 2x as long to recover from exertion so sleep doesn’t necessarily refresh me. I give 110% in all my work so I just have to accept that I need to leave a couple of days either side so I can work sustainably. I did get a little sick after my shoot, my adrenal levels have raised again so that’s partly why, but I’m also just so sensitive to things other people don’t even feel. I don’t mind it’s just how it is, but I hate telling you guys lol. I always do so you don’t think I’m rude but I always worry you think ‘what? Again? Really!’ Luckily it’s not too bad, I feel like im healthier and more responsible than I’ve ever been and it’s paying off even if I can’t work everyday anymore. I do feel very guilty about your messages, professional messages and even personal ones that pile up. It feels like perpetually feeling like you’ve can left the oven on. I may have to hire someone to help run my social media and work email inboxes- I always insist on doing everything myself but perhaps it will be a good thing! I have a super important day tomorrow and then helping my dad collect my grandads car at the weekend. I’ve been helping my family a lot recently and it’s nice to feel like a rock for them- though it’s a bit difficult. I’m really looking forward to catching up with you all, I hope you forgive my absence, I still have lots of videos to send out to people and I’ll send them with a few bits extra too as I hate keeping you waiting! Hopefully you managed to see me live- if not I have more great content for here to upload. I also apologise for the blank message video sent out- it was a 10 minute JOI where I cum with you- I’ll send it out again! I have a new BG coming too 😁♥️ I just need to upload it all!! I promise I will treat you all well my beautiful loyal Lantagang ♥️ I love you so much- well done if you made it through my virtual ramblings lol! Speak soon! Love Lanta xxx