I’ve just been told throat procedures are banned, which stop..
Added 2020-07-09 15:55:56 +0000 UTCI’ve just been told throat procedures are banned, which stops the doctors from examining me though they are now concerned I might have cancer 😢💔 I’m not doing so well at the minute I don’t think I have cancer (I hope!) but my glands have swollen to the size of half golf balls under my skin. I can do maybe one thing a day, as in make myself something to eat and I’m exhausted. No amount of rest seems to alleviate the way the fatigue affects me :( I hope to god my bl ood tests show something, they can’t take any lymph node biopsies or do anything else and I think unfortunately this might be something hard to detect. I’m sorry I’m not being here for you guys 😢 I will never cheat you if I owe you something I promise you will get it, I will never purposefully not answer please don’t be angry , I love you guys you keep me going ♥️ I am using all my energy showering and eating at the minute, I hope I get a bit better soon ! I don’t want to scare you guys but I don’t know how else to let you know why I’m not the Lanta you know and love at the minute, so honesty is the best policy. I hope you don’t think I’m trying to garner sympathy, I just feel so guilty when I miss shows and don’t message. It keeps me up at night. I trust you guys with telling you about my personal life as you guys trust me too x I love you ♥️ I hope I will be back on my feet soon, I’m tough as nails so just bare with me, this is not the first scary prognosis I’ve had and I’ll be stronger than ever after with my Lanta gang ♥️
