A little blog style post ... late night/early morning though..
Added 2020-04-26 04:36:16 +0000 UTCA little blog style post ... late night/early morning thoughts of gratitude and wistfulness ♥️ Reading all your messages on my posts 😭 I love you all so much, I really do. Wow. I feel like I’m on one of those hamster wheels sometimes with my never ending emails, social media and other duties. I love live shows, performances, dancing, cam shows- but I’ve always been crap at messaging and social media lol. I equate it to not having a phone till I was 18 🤣 All my friends, family and colleagues will agree with this ! I love my job but it is by far and away the hardest part for me, my brain just loves live action and real life! However I’m so glad to have this platform to get to know you all, your lives, your kinks, your fantasies, build wonderful relationships. It fills me with so much happiness ♥️ I think the only regrettable thing about the progression of my career is that I become more and more stretched with time! It breaks my heart as I don’t have enough fingers and toes to count how many of you mean so much to me, and how many of you will become just as close in the future! How lucky I am, to have fans, who are much closer to friends,lovers. Who know me as well as I know myself, and who impassion my mind, laugh with me, cum with me,cry with me. I hope to hire an assistant to help with emails and admin so I can spend more time with you all, but so far all my ads and enquiries have been declined because of the industry I’m in :( that and business bank accounts- I can’t get one of those either 😒 I hope you all know how special you are to me, and know that YOU are where my heart is in this industry, and that my biggest guilt in life is not being able to love you all more. I hope you feel my love and passion for you all nonetheless ♥️ Love,Lanta xxx
