I feel like this is my fun little club. Thank you guys for ..

I feel like this is my fun little club. Thank you guys for supporting me :) I don't mind bullshitting here because I know you guys appreciate me. If you have noticed I stopped posting a lot of IG. I have always felt that place was where a lot of free loaders are, a lot of time wasters. I use it now just to solely promote stuff for sale. Anyway my kid finally went back to full time school this week. After all these months trying to work, clean, do laundry and have the time to school her and keep her entertained and engaged, I have decided to take the rest of this month off from shooting customs. I feel I need a few good weeks to unwind and get back to normal. Besides yoga I also paint. When I was in HS I majored in fine arts, I love to create, oil painting is my favorite but I also love other forms of art as well. In 1994 I was chosen, among a bunch of other art kids, to study at Fredonia in upstate NY during the summer for advanced college art classes. That is where I discoed the starving artist would not be my path lol. As much as I love to paint and all the fun stuff I knew it would not be a good career choice if I wanted to live on my own and be independent. So I pretty much stopped painting and all art stuff at around 18 and focused on my career in fashion and eventually this fetish journey. Then in 2017 my boyfriend gave me an oil paint set for my birthday, I was shocked, and honestly did not want it then. It had been over 20 yrs since I picked up a brush and at first I was so disappointed. But I felt terrible too. This thing sat for a year before I decided to try it again. In 2018 I started painting again and I love it! Its such great therapy. When I have free days - now again since my kid went back to school, I drop her off at 8am, come home, smoke a little weed and get painting. Its great! Here are some of the stuff I have done. Not bad for taking a 20+ year break! I have no intention of doing anything with this stuff, I even paint on canvas paper so its easy to store away when I am done. Yeah and I like butterflies lol.