I’ve been gaming for as long as I can remember.. it always f..
Added 2025-05-20 18:11:15 +0000 UTCI’ve been gaming for as long as I can remember.. it always felt like my safe space, especially when life got too overwhelming (；▽；) I’d just put on my headphones and disappear into another world.. where everything made a bit more sense.. just me and the screen >< it felt like home in a strange way, and no one could reach me there…now I keep dreaming about creating that kind of space for others too.. not for fame or anything, but just for people like me.. who sometimes need a cozy little corner of the internet to breathe and feel okay.. maybe I could be that for someone like games were for me once.. it would mean so much (｡•︿•｡)I don’t really tell anyone this, but lately I’ve been looking at secondhand PC setups in my free time.. just scrolling like a weirdo haha… imagining what kind of mic I’d get, how I’d decorate my desk, which figures I’d put there first… it probably sounds silly, but I love daydreaming about it :3usually i go to a local gaming club to play stuff my laptop can’t handle.. it’s cold there and noisy and I always forget my headphones T_T but last night something kinda clicked? I was playing with my friend and she suddenly said: “imagine if we streamed this lol” and we laughed.. but then I couldn’t stop thinking about it… maybe I don’t wanna play in loud places anymore.. maybe I want to be home.. with you.. playing something calm.. just us… maybe one day.. (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄)p.s. did u know I collect figures? :3 they make me happy every time I look at them.. I tell u more sometime if u want (｡•‿•｡)
